Cent quatre

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 21:31:35 GMT

I had to power nap before I posted and had wicked weird dreams about HJ split files and tanning. Hmm.

About me going to bed early last night...

At 4:30 AM I had to pull myself, pull myself from MS Word. I didn't want to go, I had a fabulous scene going, but I HAD to be up at 7:30. Usually I rethink over what I wrote and it helps me to fall asleep but rather than pass quietly, Pageturner EXPLODED in my head. Everything clicked, EVERYTHING, and it's phenomenal-- I'm so excited! But alas, have no one to share said developments with... ahem, LINA get home now!

Then 6:00 AM rolled around and I was still buzzed, so I got up, showered and drove to Austin. There's this restaurant by the high school called Magnolia's and they have the best service/omelets/coffee/etc. so I set myself up there for two hours and wrote in a notebook.

THEN, oh the tragedy, at church today they were talking about how next week is KidStuff promotion and dense me thought promotion as we all get new shirts or something. No. THEY'RE TAKING MY TWO YEARS OLDS AND MOVING THEM UP TO THE NEXT CLASS.

/dies.

My kids! I'm having serious separation anxiety already. I just got little miss Sally to say my name, and she literally runs as fast as she can to see me when I get there, and now you take them away?! They woman in charge said I could move too, but I don't want to put them at a loss in the classroom I'm in, but on the way home afterwards, I decided that I can't be separated from them.

I need to never have kids. I will suffocate them with love. I'll be that mom who stands outside the kindergarten door for the first half hour during the first month. Seriously, it'll be tragic.

Anyway, then I came home and slept and now here I am. I'm only running two hours though, so we'll see how long I last.

I'm going to go type up what I wrote in the diner and hopefully get chapter one done today. Eliza had a horrid fight with her (now) ex-boyfriend Grant at a Chinese food restaurant and it was heartbreaking ;\

Quatre-vingt-onze

Tue, 08 Jul 2008 04:04:21 GMT

OH MY GOD.

I am having uncontrollable fits of crying, and I can't make it stop. WHY DOCTOR, WHY?

All the other companions get to remember their adventures, why not Donna, why deprive her of that? WHY! I don't care if it was to save her life. Oh God, when she realized what had to happen, when she started crying and pleading, oh God I died inside.

She deserve an icon with this moment, so that I may look upon it and weep.

Everyone else in the world will know, but she won't have a clue.

AND WHEN HE SAID GOODBYE, GUH! I'm so upset.

I loved Donna, and Doctor!Donna, and now I get no Donna.

My despair is so deep that I fear I will drown in it.

what happened to feeling cheap radio songs

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